infinity and immortality

it is not only that synchronicity synchronizes or that
infinity and existence are one big mathematical,
geometrical 
repetitious, cyclical equation but 
that my mortality 
	        and immortality 
are tied in there somewhere 
repeating itself 
over and over 
incarnating myself, eternally 

what a shocking revelation 
that my life should repeat itself 
word for word, atom for atom 
over and over 
conceived at every given moment in time 
without beginning, without end 
on distant planets 
	          exactly like our own 
atom for atom 
with a jesus 
	and a nineteen eighty-eight 
like a symmetrical snowflake 
		        or crystal 
mirror images 
being that infinity is forever, 
without boundary, without change 
eternal exactness 
that everything is relative, 
that dimension, reality 
is in the eye of the beholder 
is relative to the universe surrounding it
an indiscernible mishmash 
that infinity denotes nonmovement 
nonchange 
nothingness 
						march 21-22, 1988 
						   spring equinox